It has been one month since my last confession.
If only I could go back in time! If only I could take it all back. I would! Not because I didn’t mean it. But because I believe it has driven a wedge right down the middle of our relationship. Our friendship is out there waxing and waning, like a small boat being tossed about at sea. Will it make it to shore? Or will it sink to the depths, never to be recovered?
It wasn’t worth it. I gained nothing. I lost everything. I want it all back. Everything.
My God! What have I done?
– J. Ela