You know the feeling when you’ve been had?
I’m not talking about the kind of screwing you get from a car salesman. You EXPECT to get screwed my a car salesman.
I’m talking about getting screwed by the least likely suspect! The one who fucks you over with a smile on their face! I mean, seriously, some people should come wrapped in caution tape, with a blinking neon sign that reads: Proceed With Caution!
And the worst part isn’t the actual “fucking-over”… Oh no! The “salesman” is a world class pro and has a knack for making you enjoy the screwing! No, the worst part is the “walk of shame” that follows! When you realize you’ve been had, you get this sort of sickening, heavy feeling, deep down in the pit of your stomach. You don’t know wether to vomit or cry, or both! You don’t know if you should throw things angrily or post hateful rants on Facebook! (or blog safely, anonymously)
Then, you take a step back, reevaluate. Maybe I’m being insensitive? Over thinking? Under thinking? Getting worked up over nothing? Nope! It’s definitely something! Ya, I’ve been had! Like a fool! Like a “reliable” fool!
Never again! Find someone else to “appreciate.”
– J. Ela